Xavier tells me he is upstairs doing his homework but I know that he is watching our new neighbor. Grace Poole lives in the townhouse just across a narrow alley from our own. I was taking trash to the alley on Monday when I noticed m son at our second-story window his face close enough to the glass to breathe mist onto it. I followed his eyes across the way, and there was Grace Poole standing naked in her kitchen sipping from a coffee mug. She gave no indication that she saw me or that she saw my son, perfectly still entranced huffing brief ghosts of longing against the pane. Today is Friday and I’ve been watching her myself ever since. I ha e the benefit of binoculars.

I believe that I should be angry at him should sneak up the stairs, right now kick his door open and demand to know what he thinks he’s doing. But Im not angry. X-he has started calling himself X—is thirteen. I remember thirteen and being full of that strange water drawn and released b the sight of a woman, tides and m…