In the inside pocket of my coat, in a compartment of my much-used wallet I treasured a check for 500 francs nicely folded in four. From my looking at it so often to assure myself it was still there, the check had become a little crumpled and yellowish, but it had its full value. This check was a kind of magic passport for me, a safe guarantee of my return. It would then be a diploma, also, for title failure of my life’s dream, for my surrender in the conquering of the world...

  Perhaps I sat in the Jardin des Plantes and the shadows of the plane trees were around me and the gravel of the path crunched under the feet of provincials, tired of Paris and the heat and waiting for the hour of dejeuner. Behind the wire fence a mangy, shedding antelope gnu scratched itself on a dusty little tree, business-like gold and red and indigo feathered ducks toddled on their awkward legs, and delicate pink flamingoes stilted gravely in the shallow water of the garden lake. Behind me were the walls of title anthropological museum where scores of thousands of numbered yellow skulls were arranged on shelves in the monotonous pattern of the Capucine catacombs in Naples. In the air seemed to float the faint and thin and far-away fragrance of old winecasks in the Halles des Vins.