It was only a Daisy,
the kind sold by coupon off the backs of comic books:
Gee Dad it’s a Daisy! He grins up at his father
from the package where—cradled like Jesus—lies the gun.
You can tell he's sincere and while the father's around
he merits the gun and carries it properly
never taking aim unless he seriously intends to shoot.
But one day dad goes to work and he can relax
so he sights in a squirrel, then panics as its gray heaving
slows at his feet: he pumps BB after BB through the eye,
each incomplete thud of the airgun
taking him further into his decision to end its suffering.
Aisha Sabatini Sloan
Episode 22: “Form and Formlessness”
In an essay specially commissioned for the podcast, Aisha Sabatini Sloan describes rambling around Paris with her father, Lester Sloan, a longtime staff photographer for Newsweek, and a glamorous woman who befriends them. In an excerpt from The Art of Fiction no. 246, Rachel Cusk and Sheila Heti discuss how writing her first novel helped Cusk discover her “shape or identity or essence.” Next, Allan Gurganus’s reading of his story “It Had Wings,” about an arthritic woman who finds a fallen angel in her backyard, is interspersed with a version of the story rendered as a one-woman opera by the composer Bruce Saylor. The episode closes with “Dear Someone,” a poem by Deborah Landau.
Rachel Cusk photo courtesy the author.
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