The Doctor fingers my bruise.
“Magnificent,” he says, “black
at the edges and purple
cored.” Seated he spies for clues,
gingerly probing the slack
flesh, while I, standing faced, pull
for air, losing the battle.
Faced by his aged diploma,
the heavy head of the x-
ray, and the iron saddle,
I grow lonely. He finds my
secrets common and my sex
neither objectionable
nor lovely, though he is on
the hunt for significance.
The shelved cutlery twinkles
behind glass, and I am on
the way out, “an instance
of the succumbed through extreme
fantasy.” He is alarmed
at last, and would raise me, but
I am floorward in a dream
of lowered trousers, unarmed
and weakly fighting to shut
the window of my drawers.
There are others in the room,
voices of women above
white oxfords; and the old floor,
the friendly linoleum,
departs. I whisper, “my love,”
and am safe, tabled, sniffing
spirits of ammonia
in the land of my fellows.